Paris

I guess there is something else that i haven't yet mentioned, maybe i avoided it for so long, because i have spoken so much of it i might keep it from my writing, i guess i have kept it enough. I am leaving in august, if you are a human being and have as much as looked at me, i probably already told you all about my trip. I am going to a boarding school in France, quite near Paris,really, and i don't think i have ever been this exited about anything. I know it is a learning opportunity and it is expanding my borders and making me independant and all that crap i keep repeating, but the true reason why i'm going is that i need to run away. Run away from everyone i ever met, i ever knew, i ever even spoke to... it has come to a point where i hate ever inch of the person i have become, and i have tried to stay distant from those who make me feel so terrible and i guess it has reached a point that only phisical distance will suffice. I know this post is terribly emo.. i guess every blog needs one to be a tad emotional, let this be mine..